Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Pain Episode 2

Ive been in pain most of my life...

I'd like to think that I'm used to it, or stronger then it but I'm not.

It wins every day I dont take a shower. Everyday I sleep on the Couch because the trip up/down the stairs is unbearable. Every day I don't get down on the floor and wrestle with my sons, Cat, wife, etc...

No Medicine has ever worked. Losing weight in the past made it worse. Being apathetic and lazy is the only thing that has ever made it seem Bearable.

Every Dr Ive ever gone too has never been able to find anything wrong with me that wasn't 'caused' by my weight. why bother going to someone who's medical opinion I can give myself by looking into a mirror!?

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