Vivid memory only not

I remember vividly from the age of 4 to the age of 12... I don't recall any lies told about that block of time.

in a matter of speaking my Memory committed Suicide some time during Middle school.

I am still waking up from that Haze. pardon the pun

Sick pt2

Silver lining to being sick... I sleep like a baby and dream like a horny acid monkey

Just sayin... Colds suck.

I am pro weed...

Every time the Anti- Marijuana prohibition people make baby steps in the right direction I get excited.

November could be the biggest stride they have made in decades!

As far as medical Marijuana goes I have three diagnosis that qualify me...

the only reason I Don't smoke now is because of my kids. losing them isn't worth it.

when stoned I think clearer, I'm not as Panicked, and I'm mostly pain free.

Ironically most of the side effects of marijuana are the polar opposite of what it does for me, save for the pain relief.

so Prop 19, I wish you luck... its a stride in the right direction.

My name is William Marrs and I approve of this message!
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I am a Lier... you've been warned

anyone who says they aren't is, well... its the circle of lie.

some very good people only lie out of compassion.

How are you feeling? "I'm fine..."

but white lies are lies nonetheless.

I was a Lier because it was how I was raised.

Then I was a Lier to reinvent myself the lazy way.

now at the age of 32.5 I'm not sure what is and isn't a lie.

I've always told people if they take anything I say seriously its their own fault. Now in context they could have assumed I was referring to my sense of humor. but it was in fact a general statement.

I'm making this post because after a year or so of milling it over I have finally decided to make this lil blog a lil more public. People are about to learn things about me they didn't want to know.

Pain Episode 2

Ive been in pain most of my life...

I'd like to think that I'm used to it, or stronger then it but I'm not.

It wins every day I dont take a shower. Everyday I sleep on the Couch because the trip up/down the stairs is unbearable. Every day I don't get down on the floor and wrestle with my sons, Cat, wife, etc...

No Medicine has ever worked. Losing weight in the past made it worse. Being apathetic and lazy is the only thing that has ever made it seem Bearable.

Every Dr Ive ever gone too has never been able to find anything wrong with me that wasn't 'caused' by my weight. why bother going to someone who's medical opinion I can give myself by looking into a mirror!?