Panic Disorder

one of the 11 things the Doc SSI sent me too said I had was Panic Disorder...

my Disorders are part of who I am so lets see the example of this.

once a month for being on SSI and having kids I get Food Stamps. once a month I have a rutial of going out at midnight on the first and getting food.

I do this at midnight because I hate people. to many people around and I get panicked.

I just spent 45 minutes in the parking lot of a Krogar 'frozen' because it was the third chain store I went to that was 24 hours a day last month but is closed at 10-12 this month.

a cop tapping on the window with a flash light sent me in a diffrent form of panic. I explained my ordeal and he apolagized for startling me and followed me home to make sure I got here ok.


in other news: Westerville cops rule. he did not hafta escort me home. but he did and not because he was being a dick but because he was concerned and understanding.