Why Cant I sleep at night...
If I was to go to bed at 8pm id spend 4-7 hours tossing about worrying about life, money, love, death, god, death, sex, etc...
If I go to bed at Midnight(my norm) I only spend an hour or two 'thinking'.
Long story short, my anxiety is causing mild insomnia.
but how did I get so anxious. or how did I become anxious again is a better question...
I remember a time when I was worried about everything as a child. and I remember a time in my lat teens early twenties when I though I was invincible and money be damned... I don't need it.
as sad as this is I can mark the time I gained this 'armor' based on the women I had entered my life but I'm certain she wasnt the cause...
I can also mark when I lost this 'armor' based on the woman I had lost... and she may very well be the reason that my feeling of invincability is gone.
and I now bring you to a common theme that will occur in my Blog... the derailment of a thought.
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