Assuming...

...That I can read people like I think I can and I'm not just some Bullshit artist that knows how to make vague statements that can be true based on prospective and not Fact.

is this why I am Very good at saying the exact thing I need to say to get a job or land a girl well above my station? Past tense of course?

most the questions I ask on here are rhetorical but feel free to throw out opinions regardless...

just a thought...

Am I good at Reading Lies/Deceit because of trying to figure out my mom, from the 9 years of trying to figure out myself, Looking for the lies of the world as a whole, or or all of the above?!

for that matter am I just telling these new lies to myself and you now out of desperation to figure out...

WHO AM I?!

Human Lie Detector.

I started watching a new show 'Lie to me' and have found enlightenment.

Lie to Me (styled as Lie to me*) is an American television series that premiered on the Fox network on January 21, 2009. In the show, Dr. Cal Lightman (Tim Roth) and his colleagues in The Lightman Group accept assignments from third parties (commonly local and federal law enforcement), and assist in investigations, reaching the truth through applied psychology: interpreting microexpressions, through the Facial Action Coding System, and body language.

after watching 2-3 Episodes they had explained half a dozen 'tells' that I had always picked up on but 1/3rd of the time figured was just me being Paranoid.

It was like Watching Penn and Teller Explain magic tricks to a magician who had no clue how he pulled the Rabbit out of the Hat.

7 episodes deep I was looking for any information I could find on the Subject of Micro expressions, and Truth Wizards...

The Wizards Project (formerly called the Diogenes Project) was a research project conducted by Paul Ekman and Maureen O'Sullivan that studied the ability of people to detect lies told by others. The project was originally named after the Greek philosopher who would look into people's faces using a lamp, claiming to be looking for an honest man.

A "Truth Wizard" is a person identified in the Wizards Project, who can identify deception with exceptional accuracy of at least 80% or higher, whereas the average person is only as good as a coin toss. No Truth Wizard, however, is 100% accurate. The term "wizard" refers to "a person of amazing skill or accomplishment".

In my search for info about this I found that eye speed is very important. on an unrelated sight I found an 'eye test' of sorts. it is assumed that the human eye can only register info at 20fps, but notices deviance at 30-60fps. the test I took was on registering the deviance and most people can only register it at 15-20 fps, I got 37fps which is in the top 1% of everyone that had taken the test. with the equation that posted that means I would notice but not register a deviance at over 70FPS, which also on a side note explains why a monitor with a refresh rate of lower then 60hz gives me a headache.

so Physically I am equipped to see micro expressions but am I capable of understanding them.

and what does this mean for past, self explored, and unnamed Psychosis?

*Boom*

with an influx of new thoughts... this place is about to get busy. I hope.

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dreams

Oh what it is to dream a dream so sweet that to wake is a Tragedy. These are the Dreams I dream.

I Have Terrors in the Day, Vividly my mind goes astray. These are the terrors that terrorize me.

My mind wont slow down, and my eyes refuse to shut. Panic takes over. Panic takes hold. Panic Pushes me forward. Panic holds me back. The pain isn't real but the panic still cuts deep.

Nightmares come in all shapes and Sizes. some times I'm falling, some times the end is near, but I'm only startled by the dreams I dream...

when I wake it is a tragedy.

Eclipse.

All that you touch
All that you see
All that you taste
All you feel
All that you love
All that you hate
All you distrust
All you save
All that you give
All that you deal
All that you buy beg, borrow or steal
All you create
All you destroy
All that you do
All that you say
All that you eat
Everyone you meet
All that you slight
Everyone you fight
All that is now
All that is gone
All that's to come
And everything under the sun is in tune
But the sun is eclipsed by the moon.



Karen flooded my mind with info... a life decision needed to be made, not a HUGE one but life altering non the less. 1000 doves took flight and I couldn't focus on any one of them. then the above played on the radio and its like the birds started to fly in unison... the picture came into focus. as the song ended I just had to figure out how to put my thoughts into words.

if it wasn't for that simple fucking song coming on the radio I would have prob caved and done things the way she had planned. I think that would have lead to a disaster or three... only time will tell if the compromises I asked for will bare the fruits we both hope for...