Pigeons

I have anxiety issues... nay nay... Subscriptions. the best metaphor I've ever used when people catch me "Day Dreaming", "off in my own little world", or "Staring into space"... has always been; "I am trying to catch a Pigeon, but there are too many in the way." or some variation of. I'm filled with thoughts... pure chaos... I am looking at a dozen choices, with dozens of possible outcomes each... and I'm only trying to catch one thought, about one choice... and chances are that single choice is so trivial. on a good day there are a few Dozen Pigeons causing me hell... if I "Meditate" I can get them down to under a dozen or so. Today is not a good day for Anxiety. there are thousands of Pigeons... and they are angry.